Struggling

I attended an interview today. I don’t know whether it was a right decision. Anyone told me that I should attend it before, as I need this job. I need to save money for my further purpose. Anyway, I was there and finished it.

We usually don’t want to step double, at the end, we have to face the reality. No doubt, this choice has already changed my life. I’m waiting the result. If the result doesn’t meet my expectation, I will still have next choice. I am still struggling in which result should I love?. I am not sure. When my mother gave birth to me , I had a embarrassment for making decision for myself.

After the interview, I found my poor English is not enough to express what I was thinking. How can I improve English in a shortly time? I always ask me and my friends. I think, the best way is -- no job , no fun , just studying at home, speaking with English teacher and friends. This is also my current dream, although I know it would not come true soon However, I believe in nothing is impossible. I am expecting my dream will come true someday.