Feel boring

I am tired and tired and tired. Tired for working, studying, walking, driving, talking, eating, thinking, joking, aspiring, scrawling, celebrating, feeling, touching, acting,
something, doing, singing, chatting, moving, speaking, smiling, boring, laughing, skinning, skipping, snapping, interesting, downing, listening, scaling, steaming, matching, flattering, littering, nothing, supporting, earning, sitting, laying, lying, sleeping, standing, opening, closing, shaking, keeping, going, zooming, nosing, appealing, bothering, canceling, dancing, drawing, effecting, anything….


Do you think I am so silly to write these words? I think I am.

Today, I fell lost of any strength to do anything. I was a good actress to hide myself, that’s why nobody had found my feeling. My feeling likes these picture that can't see anything.

I always think of my life. What is life? What am I going to do? What I want to do ? What can make me feel happy?

No answer who can give me ? I feel lost.

I don’t want to live a standard life, for instance, work for kids, earn for house, etc.
I just want to work for my dream. Except it, no more, believe me.