What you are, what you do

I did many works today. When I came home from work, I felt like a dog – tired.
Even so tired, I still went to see a flat where is located in three lamps section.

The flat on the 5th floor, which around 500 feet with two bed rooms. The living room is very small. We can’t see any view inside the flat, just only see some neighbors’s windows and parvis (An enclosed courtyard or space at the entrance to a building).

It costs $ 370,000. Both Mr. Chang and I thought this is a acceptable price. I don’t like I don’t know why I still not satisfied with it, although it is very cheaper. Maybe I don’t want to live in a dark hole in my future life. I just want to have a house that full of sunshine. This is a very important condition to let me consider if buy a house.

When I left the building, I felt very up-sad. What for? At that moment, I was thinking about “ why I don’t have enough money to buy a new flat with big size?” Oh, My situation is so bad. Money, money , where can I get you?

That is nonsense and hopeless if I always thinking about it. I believe What you are and what you do. From the beginning, I’m not the one who catches up the money all the time ( In this sentence, should I use past tense or present tense?). I read books day and day and dream of becoming an author not a businesswoman, so up-to -now still is a poor woman. Certainly, many authors in the world are very rich. Why they can achieve their dream and get success( In this sentence, should I use past tense or present tense?). The important thing is that they are always keeping writing.

So I must keep writing. I am expecting someday to be an author. But now, I ought to improve my English first.