Nihilist

Listening to the sound track of Kieslowsk’s film “Red” , the Music makes me feel quite and vacant (空靈的). I like this kind of feeling.

Today is the end of three days holiday. I had nothing to do except written several articles for my job. I don’t want to do that at home, but I don’t think I will have enough time to finish that in the coming week, indeed.

I also wasn’t learning English in the past two days. I am feeling guilty about it.
Feeling tired and tired , and it made me couldn’t do everything.
I can’t believe I have to go back to work tomorrow. So fast it passed.

Cai Yuanpei once said “ The value of life is measured by the career and not by a long life “ (人生的價值，在於事業不在於生命的長久)

But Sartre once said: “ As a person, everyone has the same value.”（對人而言，任何事物都有它的價值）

I believe Sartre’s saying. So I believe everyone has his/her value. Once you want to do something, just to do that without any doubt. Is it right? ( I think Harrison would ask me what’s that? I really hard to say what is it? It is clear that everyone has his/her idea. I don’t need to say it clearly)

Actually, I belong to that kind of person –nihilist.

My room is full of “Red”. I am thinking of the story. The actress’s eyes, the red color, the life, the fate, the chance, and the old woman who occurred in the series of “three colors”.

If you have been seen Kieslowsk’s film, you would know what I mentioned. And Also would know Why I mentioned Sartre and nihilism.

Kieslowsk’s was a nihilist